To My Family

I want you to know

That wherever I live

You have a place with me.

No matter your troubles

Even if I live on the floor of the forest

Or on a cliff overlooking the sea

All that I have is yours.

You need not worry

Where you will find a home.

Small Gifts

Too many times I’ve brought you dust,

Empty shells and things that rust.

You’ve turned these small gifts into gold,

Something warm from something cold.

Paper, metal, cloth and clay,

Bits of earth, broken shards,

A hundred stones turned into stars.

No one’s heart holds half as much,

As little bits of this and such.

Summer for the Senses

The air is soft and heavy.
The scent of jasmine and orange blossoms.
A boy sits by the lavender.

Where’d you get all those scars?

Born tiny but came tough.

White blonde. Green eyes. Under Mercury.

Born into deep love. Enough to keep me safe? Nobody knew.

That dark morning when paralysis came. Then months in helpless isolation.

I’m in the middle

Only to fall. The pavement won. Muscles failed to protect. A broken skeleton.

I came tough. Rose up. But was knocked down again.

Saws, knives… cutting into bone and flesh.

Shoulder bolt. Only to bend when met with a wall.

Again deep bone cutting. Another bolt. A scalpel slip.

Pathways of feeling and blood severed. Spilling everywhere.

But I came tough. Big, deep, wide painful scars encircles shoulder and slices across my chest.

Forever a reminder; I came tough. I can carry that cast.

I can carry pounds of plaster, though it leaves a dent in my hip and covers just one breast.

I played hard. I was not crippled or disabled Mom and Dad said.

I danced, played music, wrote stories, played sports. Kissed boys.

I fell but got up again, bleeding. Scars on my knees to prove it. I came tough.

I’ll leave here tough.

December Morning

Sitting in my warm bed covered in a wool shawl. Candles and incense are lit with a cup of fragrant coffee at hand while the rain pummels the world outside in the dark morning light.

Night Sky, Night Sky

Night sky – night sky

Endless night sky.

Mountains and hills

Holding the glow of the sun

As it falls behind.

Earth that gives rise to life

Feild and sand

Bluff and slope.

Birth dies

Gives rise to life.